I’m at that annoying stage again where I wonder what being in a relationship is like, of any kind really.
Speaking as a 24 year old who has never been flirted with or has never kissed anyone, I legitimately wonder what it is like to have someone who actually wants to do speak to you constantly about the stupid little things, and who thinks you are one of the best people they know despite your flaws. I wonder if I am capable of actually experiencing this myself towards other people as well. Would I find it highly annoying or endearing?
With many of my friends in their second/third/tenth relationship and four of them getting married,I more and more wonder if there is something faulty with me which just makes me appear horribly unattractive to the general human race.
If that is the case, maybe I’ll just throw myself into my career entirely and maybe buy a few cats who will eat my corpse upon my death when nobody human notices I am gone.